Updated.

So most of you know I have been away because of my Grandmothers death on Sunday, so I have been with my family and really getting to know who my Grandmother was a lot better. I was one of her grandchildren who was born 9 years after everyone else, so they had way more stories then I did! and it was amazing to hear.

Her funeral was yesterday and she was laid to rest right next to my sister who passed away 10 years ago. I didnt think it would hit me as hard as it did, but being right next to my sister while my Dad gave the dedication of the grave, struck a cord in me and I burst into tears. I am so glad I have the best family anyone can ask for! I know everyone says that, but with my husband not having a close relationship with anyone but his Mom on his side of the family, it makes me very grateful that I am so very close with my entire extended family.

Other then that, I had a friendship end today over things that were dumb, but I felt the need to stand my ground. Death hits me very hard in different ways, and my friend didnt understand that I needed time to be alone and not deal with other drama, and thats how it went and thats how it ended. Its sad to say its a done deal, but truthful if you cant be a friend when a friend needs you, even if its just to be left alone for a day, then your not being a friend.

I really appreciate all the thoughts and kind words you all gave me and my family at this time, I really appreciate it. Its hard to say goodbye and let go, and its hard to see it end...when the memories we just made, they'll never happen again. By the way that is a song, but I really appreciate it and I will be back to blogging on Monday. By the way if any of you forgot to take my poll on the side of my page please do so! Thank you all so much for the support and I hope you all have a wonderful weekend!