Wednesday, April 25, 2012

Grah.

Say it out loud...GA-RA-AH.

I am so over this week. I know I really shouldn't complain, but holy crap! I cannot wait to have help with Evelyn again! I couldn't fall asleep last night until 1, then I woke up at 3am and couldnt fall back asleep so I went to the couch, Evelyn woke up at 5 screaming, and then she woke up at 7. Did I nap with her? No. So I've been sucking all day.

I even had a glass of wine before dinner, and may or may not have bought a dr. pepper and chocolate.

What? I need caffeine. I'm tired.

Tonight I'll be in bed earlier! For sure! in my bed before 11.

Not to mention today was an overly emotional day. I had a flash back buying songs on itunes and found a song that reminded me of my sister Suzy who passed almost 11 years ago, and I just kept wishing I could talk to her. That might be contributed to my tiredness. I do miss her though.

enough of my nothingness...I am going to grab my pillow and blanket and lay on the couch and watch yesterdays Glee.

4 comments:

Natalie and Remington said...

I'm sorry sweetie! Being by yourself is hard! You do whatever you feel like. You deserve it!

Our Family of Four said...

It's weird how it works huh? When they are deployed, you just get so used to doing everything on your own, that it is kind of an adjustment to have help once they are back. Then, once they are back, it sucks when they have to be gone! Lol. It's never ending! Mike leaves in about a week and a half, and I am dreading it already! Hang in there Mama, your a tough cookie!

KD said...

I hope you enjoyed your Dr. Pepper and chocolate to the fullest! No apologies for indulging, you're doing great… super woman in my eyes! I hope you got some rest tonight… Enjoy your sushi!!

Chantal said...

I hope you get some sleep soon!

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