Thank goodness for my friend Mary for posting her vent post...because honestly...I am like a time bomb. My brain is full with way too much information.
I have my Grandpa on my mind so much, and he is just getting worse and worse by the day. Our money situation went from steady to broke in a matter of 1 day which honestly hasn't happened in like 2 years. I want to punch Springleaf (lenders) in the face because they only accept checks and we're too dumb to see if the check went through after 3 weeks....ya fuck checks. I miss having our "normal" life with P, Ev and I together in one house.
I feel like I am drowing in emotions. I am thinking I need my life to be normal. My brain is having a hard time with me going from doing everything...to barelly anything at all, as far as house work. I could clean the house yes...but do I...nope its too big, and its not my house.
I'm kicking ass on my diet...no breaking.
I am just overwhelmed. I'm sorry to say it. I can't think of blogs, and I have a ton of drafts because I know I am bullshitting the post just so I can give people something to read. I am too busy in my mind to think of blogs. So this is probably going to be a break for a while.
Which sucks since I just got a new design done...I'll still post it. I also might be changing my Blog Name to "Evelyn's Mommy" or "Being Liz" since ya know...I rarelly blog about army life anymore.
I'll keep updating my twitter and instagram...but I am pretty sure thats about it.
I just need everything to settle down.
My brain needs a break. I cannot wait till end of September so I can get my life back to normal living in North Carolina again.