Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Turning Pessimistic.

Its true. I think you all have seen the differences in my posts since Hubby left, I am getting less and less optimistic about it all. The things that will never change are....
  • Hubby maybe deployed, maybe missing me being preggo me...but he will be here for the 1st year and for the birth....and thats AWESOME!!
  • Working sucks, but its going to really help in the long run with the little one. Especially since I'll be a stay at home mom.
and....I think thats it. Its horrible. I feel less and less like myself everyday. I dont think I am changing too much though....at least I hope not! I know I kinda have to give a little.
I have always had back problems, I get it from my dad...so naturally when I got pregnant I knew there would be back pain...but no joke you guys I never EVER thought it would be this early!!! I am having huge back pains! It hurts constantly and having a job where I am constantly on my feet and lifting things is horrible! I have told my mom (my boss..) that she needs to let up on me and give me more days off, because this week I have one day off, ya the money would be good....but I am more concerned with my baby's health and my health then a freaking paycheck right now. I know that I can take Tylenol, but I really am trying to avoid that as much as I can. I dont feel comfortable with putting lots of medication in my body. Tylenol is my last resort.
As optimistic as I can be about it is that, I want to buy the carseat and my play-pen with my own money, and not Hubbys. He is already planning on helping me buy all the furniture for the nursery, and I know thats alot of money. Plus a few months after he gets home we will be moving, so we already got a few expenses lined up and me having this job will help out so much with alot of things!
I really am going to try to not turn this blog into my pregnant blog. Its hard not to though when I feel completely absorbed into it. I guess alot of it also is me trying to avoid being boring. I am constantly taking mental notes all day thinking of my next blog.
My next blog tomorrow will not be about prego me. Promises....I do want to keep my lovely readers satisfied!

2 comments:

annoyed army wife said...

Oh boy, I can feel another annoyed army wife being born. :) I'm just kidding you're totally allowed to piss and moan about ANYTHING you want to on your blog. If people don't like it, they don't have to read it. *hugs* And send me an email if you're interested in coming up to the big city because I know a lot of people who specialize in pregnancy massage (myself included).

Lou said...

Liz,
i am sorry that you are having such a rough time so im going to do this in attempt to make you happy!
reasons to be optimistic: (these are for you btw:))
1)You are a beautiful young lady, which means a beautiful young baby!!
2) You are becoming independent with hubby being gone, this is good because it will prepare you for being a stay at home mom!
3) You have a wonderful husband who is taking care of you and whom you love, thats good right

i hope this doesnt sound like a "your life isnt so bad" comment.. i SWEAR its not...i just want you to be happy!
Stay smiling girl. BTW ill read your blog always even if it becomes a preggers blog...:)
Lacey

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