Friday, October 22, 2010

Sometimes..

Obviously with this death of a solider its brought up a lot of emotions. Not only with this up coming deployment but with my sisters death as well. (dont worry I wont take up alot of time)
But sometimes I do wonder, why did god need her? Why was she needed at this time? Why couldn't she have a full life? I tell myself constantly that these questions will drive me insane.
My sister died 10 years ago, and she was 20...and I am 21. I have officially started out living her, and so far I feel like I have done amazing things. I married an amazing man! I am not stuck in out hometown, which is something she never wanted! I want to be a mommy, which she always talked about being. Though she can't do these things, I know I always have her with me. Sometimes you can just hear her laugh, or feel her around you.
I can't wait to name my first born daughter after her. I hope she come to this earth looking like my sister. Well when the day comes..
My little sister is handicapped, she is adopted which is amazing because she looks exactly like me! She's been in our lives for about 14 years now. Shes an amazing little girl, who has the teenager attitude to a T. Amazing the sweet little angel can be so mean.
So I decided to put together a little collage...its nothing big. This year has definitely been one of remembrance for me, and as much as I am aware, there isn't one picture of just us girls together. So I made just one of all of us smiling. Its really nothing big, maybe one day I will do a nicer one.
I don't mind sharing about my sisters and their lives. I love them to the ends of the earth. :)

3 comments:

Lacey said...

thanks so much for sharing..i am so sorry for your loss, and happy for your blessings. Like your younger sister. You are definitely in my prayers.

Audrey Spence said...

Alisha is awesome... my favorite is when your parents drive over to your grandparents and she doesn't want to get out of the car. Some people think that kids with handicaps don't know any better but she does... she is one smart cookie and is so funny. Love her!

Beka said...

I'm sorry to hear about your sister. I'm sure she is watching you, is with you and is very proud of you!!! <3

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