Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Ying Yang!

So is it just me or do your emotions already seem like they are sky rocketing before deployment?

I have been a baby at points! I cry because of a song, or I cry because I have one thought in my head. I haven't really been like this, and you know everyone has their moments...but I wonder if its because I know how soon it is coming up, if I am now overwhelmed with the fact I am about to throw my whole house into a storage space, or if I just need to cry.
I told myself not to be like this before he leaves, and so far I have done awesome...but since we have been in UT I can tell my whole entire body is on its edge. I snap when people ask me certain questions, that everyone knows I cannot answer. I just am being a little off.
The last deployment I was a girlfriend, I had only been dating Hubby for a few weeks, and so it seemed a little easier...I should have expected alot more emotions this go around.
Hubby and I bought me a glass of wine to help calm down and relax a bit. I am not a big drinker, but I do like White Ziff :) So I hope it all works out.
So leave for us has been super exciting we have gotten to do alot, but haven't had alot of down time. Its been really great! I am cooking my parents some Maple Wings, I have made them a few times and my hubby just loves them! Everyone that tries them loves them! So HERE is the recipe, if you do it let me know how you like it :)
Tomorrow Hubby and I are heading to a amusement park together, and no one is invited! Friday we are getting photos done and Saturday we'll be hanging out with our niece and nephews. I love that I have new followers! You guys are great, especially the ones supporting my page! I hope when I get back to FR and have down time I can make up my own button, I think that would be great! I havent gotten a chance to really catch up on anyone elses blogs so please bare with me for about 5 more days, looking forward to reading your posts! Happy Blogging!!
 ^^This is Hubby and I at our Family Cabin^^
^^I was super excited to find Harry Potters Wand
I am a huge Harry Fan!^^


Priscilla said...

It think it is totally normal to be emotional. I seem to always have a flood of different emotions before my husband leaves. The night before he leaves seems to usually be the hardest on me and then I am ok. Hang in there!!! Enjoy your time with him before he leaves!!

Poekitten said...

I agree, being emotional before a deployment is normal! Though I haven't done one as a wife yet, only a fiance. Hope you have a great time at the amusement park!

Lacey said...

Well i just have to say that after reading this i felt like we were the same person. HAHA, me and my husband did the same stuff before he left we went to a amusement park and got professional photos taken.i can agree with you on the breaking down emotionally that was so hard for me to, to know that he is there now but isnt going to be later. its horrible, but i know your strong enough to handle it! i wish you luck and strength in your goodbyes. Love,
Lacey "Guinn and bare it"

Committed said...

I'm sorry you're having a rough time... I can only imagine. Enjoy the time you have with him and welcome all the support while he's gone! You are strong... :)

p.s. I love reading your blog!

...and Liz, the wings sound delish!

Audrey Spence said...

The cabin! I love the cabin! Hope you guys had a nice relaxing day up there. It's the best place to unwind.

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